a different kind of pain

change

2006-08-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

life is like a shooting star. bye blog

funny!

2006-08-22T02:20:00.000+08:00

if you wanna laugh your pants off, WATCH THIS

tired

2006-08-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

im feeling tired now, alot of work coming up.feel like taking a good half day for myself tomorrow. thinking of getting a massage.arrhh! =( i need someone to crack my back. orighty, im off to sleep! yeah, i did mention i dreamt of painting my room with someone? =D

leave

2006-08-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

i dun want to clear my leave. =( i want to keep it till christmas!

_ _ _ _ _ _ _

2006-07-22T03:16:00.000+08:00

to that person who does this, 'XOXO'.

you will always be close to my heart. (:
cos your SPECIAL

boredom kills

2006-07-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

feeling damm tired now. played dota with the guys again..yes im hooked to the game and its not a good thing. dammit! downloading new songs now. boredom kills. finally this weekend is all mine! clubbing soon. its been awhile since i did. oh! did i tell u i love electrico new song? =)

bianca ryan

2006-07-08T18:06:00.000+08:00

i love this girl!she can sing man! yeah, was bored,so i came across this video on youtube BIANCA RYAN.....ahhhhh!!!!..should i play dota with the guys OR head down to devils? hmmmm,maybe i should borrow some movies to watch ya.

dxo!

2006-06-10T10:49:00.000+08:00

met the guys at obar yesterday. had our drinking session. rui feng came down at last! so happy! yeah played pool thinking im gonna lose but i won =) talk about luck man. the group was like on the dancefloor. i think everyone was high by then. rui feng has to leave cos he's meeting his girlfriend. so he gave me a lift to dxo. met van and her girls. ok people dxo is damm hot as in hot that u will sweat more. the dj is irritating cos he kept on talking. but i enjoyed myself. really.=) benji (i dunno how to spell his name) haha. he was funny. and yes!! rhonda is his new best friend. i saw you exchanging numbers with him!!!!!!!! ahhahahaha!

sat

2006-05-28T09:46:00.000+08:00

well, im back from guard duty. erm,the guys who is on duty was happening.oh! not forgetting bryan. thanks for sending up mac for us. ;) after our mac, derek,nicholas,alex and i started this game whereby we have to burn the tissure paper with our cigarettes and make sure the coins doesnt drop into the cup.whoever lose will have to glup down 1 litre of ice cold water from the bottle. i nearly died drinking a litre of water lahhh. plus the big mac, i knew i was gonna puke. alex puke first. its damm funny! all the cheese started to come out! =D ya,my trips to the toilet was like 3 times during the night. they were going for the second game. haha no way man.

tired

2006-05-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

im off today. and guess what happen? i slept the whole day lahhhh. luckily did some of my tidying up. played lan with the guys yesterday.i guess we've won cos we didnt let them push all lanes.and they called it unfair. well, its a game after all.i've also lost before its no like as though i didnt lose at all. anyway,my weekends was another happening night with martin.club on saturday and had duty on sunday.hows was that?! good damm we need to go butter factory lah..really

hahaaaaa

2006-05-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

im back once again!!!!! its always work and more work for me these days. oh, yesterday went out with the guys to play some dota! bloody idiots bully my brother and i...it was a 3v2 match..and all of them were pushing all lanes lah...how to win?!
kill them so many times...but still cannot push all towers. sigh. yup, decided to change song its quite nice though.enjoy. anyway, tomorrow im off! going out to eat lunch with my camp mates. and then over to darryl's house for his birthday party. im 100% going to be tired lah.and pls no more clubbing lahh...if u ever decide to go. UNLESS you want me to make u drunk! hah! =) ya..darryl, im sure you dun want any leg drop to go on you when your drunk..haha.,.im capable of that.

new style

2006-05-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

well, im not feeling well today due to my killer flu since yesterday till now. plus i've been coughing blood out.ya, my troat is now sored. so yeah, home is boring as usual. so kinda do something different to my blog,try to get the white theme back on track. did something that has no reason to it.'burried myself' so its kinda lame. haha.

random pictures

ghost of you

2006-05-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

met up with van and amanda at rockys yesterday.had our dinner over at pasta mania. amanda acting like some lian.hah and i feel like punching her. =X after our dinner,we went our separate ways.van and i went over to heeren to browse at cd's. drop by acid bar for a snowball. both of us were eating cherries and it was fun lah..shhhh! anyway, happy birthday van! all the best aight! muah!

tired

2006-04-23T18:21:00.000+08:00

hardly blog already cos of my busy schedule . having alternate duties and all. i try to chillout with the gang.so we did on friday. played dota at katong till 4am.hows that? bloody darryl use character he suck at. as for me, my techie was GODLIKE again..but we lost. =( but s.a,anti mage, lich and veno was a killer after that..haha.damm i've got duty tomorrow so yeah. im going to pack up my stuff. see what else i can do for now.

back then

2006-04-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

HAHA..U KNOW WHAT? =) i just read my previous post in 2004-05 it was very funny. those dear dear thingy, that was so yesterday lahhh. never thought there was a big change in my life now.. reading back those times i've acted like an idiot. it was really nice to see how i was back then. so yeah,

obar

2006-04-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

well, im back once again. went down to obar anniversary with amy. then this bloody asshole guy dancer with pink wig hair came over to give me a kiss..i was like what the f**k! i dun mind the female dancers lah..but him?! yucks! anyway,rnb was happening.amy dancing. im like one corner waiting at the bar for my fav waitress!!! where are u..dammit.i want to order.haha! oh met this girl named mel, who lighted my cigarette for me..so nice. ok after obar closed. we went down to zouk to meet my uncle.he gave me this shot, samboka.i was like going to die when i drank that lah! oh, by then i was quite high already..and not forgetting..this girl my uncle introduced to me.*whispers..dawn yeo.haha go find out..zouk was the bomb!!!!

dead

2006-03-24T01:21:00.000+08:00

another of a family member gone. you will always be remembered uncle raymond. so unexpected to see you go. rest in peace.*tear

happy

2006-03-18T08:26:00.000+08:00

im feeling tired now. woke up because i had a dream of someone.haha..shhhhhh! was at esplanade then later went down o bar with the guys. john was high so was fng! =D bryan and the guys came down from dbl o to join us..later went up cos their friends was there. oh, something wonderful happened after clubbing. it was what i called perfect timing. but now
IM GLAD I KNOW. imma happy person now... (:

fell down

2006-03-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

i injured my arm during duty because i was chased by a bee. now its ugly..=(

messy

2006-03-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

time to tidy up my messy room. (:

how unlucky of me..

2006-03-01T01:47:00.000+08:00

theres so many things going on..i've been busy this week. sigh* and even worst! i keep losing my things. first was my locker keys. then my new black pen! and now! my red specs. i think im also having short-term memory lost. i cant seem to remember where i place my belongings. yes, a big thank you to myself..great.

happy 100 posting

2006-02-18T05:38:00.000+08:00

its saturday morning,and im high.club with the dudes at o bar. it was darell's birthday.damm happening lahh. we were enjoying ourselves. then later collin and the rest came.they were quite bored cos i was all walking over the place with rui feng. try to find a location to dance but was its pack. croft was da man! he's going around slapping the rest due to his high intake of whiskey dry..lol! he even slap me..=/ like what wrong have i done? kiss u? haha. ok, after that, i felt like chilling so i went over to the pool bar to slack with my group. collin was playing pool.well, time to go to camp..shagged but no choice,..i hope i can get to sleep in camp..=) cya...

valentine's day

2006-02-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

happy valentine's to ya'all

you broke me on the inside.(:
<3

sunday

2006-02-12T12:42:00.000+08:00

afternoon to all. its a sunday cloudy afternoon. hope everything turns out great. will be heading down to play lan and after that down to orchard with my bro. but i haven been going to church. sigh* i hope in future i will go. i miss mass. ya, i feel bad about it. anyway, im going off now. so yeah see ya.

happy chinese new year

2006-01-31T14:13:00.000+08:00

well, have been very busy.having meeting and all for my work in ns.hardly got time to go town and chill or go clubbing.sigh* im waiting for my last few months in ns. jus waiting only.then CAN ENJOY TO THE MAX LAH.haha. anywayyyy~ chinese new year was okay for me this year. had guard duty on the 1st day of new year though. dammm sad lahh..people going visiting and im on duty peeling and eating oranges.ya..trying to take off on friday for rui feng's birthday.he's a good friend of mine in ns. so yeah. ur birthday is coming! muahaha.im excited lah..hello nurse! lol. yeah..and not surprisingly im playing dota today...=X sommore im back from my aunty's place.tired.played cards.stayed overnight. going to die sooon..AND STILL NOTING WILL STOP ME FROM PLAYING erm -_- except my mum.lol.oright im off.=)

DOTA

2006-01-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

all these months i so wanted to post this on my blog BUT i didnt want to. but now, i think i will...I WON DOTA 3 times in a role!!!!!!first it was 2 v 2 my bro and i vs ryan and vincent.we won. 2nd match. 3 v 3 jeff,my bro and i vs ryan,vincent and collin.haha we won. i die alot of times cos of my rasta.lol. they jus hate my wards and net.=)..3rd match. 4 v 4..martin,darryl, my bro and i vs collin,jeff,ryan,vincent..! we won again. thanks to broodmother. =) ya darryl and i didnt stole ur kill lah actually was my bro lah...=p oright man..signing off...rastaphobia™

happy new year

2006-01-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

well, had a blast yesterday at acid bar..new years eve. martin's birthday on the 1st..bought him a birthday cake secretly..=) i also met a 'long time never see' friend..YATI! haha. ordered buckets of heineken and chill.watched the live band.! we played with the party goodies we had on our table. i got the mask and 'trumpet sound blower.ok guess was abit hyper cos its new year's eve....ya, i burst our balloon which was meant for jeremy..lol! it was da bomb lah..then decided to order 6 shots for martin,jeremy,darryl and i. guess what.i eventually ordered 26 shots!!!!!!!..beat that man.collin didnt drank so yeah.but all of us were enjoying ourselve lah..new year was happening this year i guess. martin all the best lah! happy birthday.! =)

merry christmas to all

2005-12-25T08:59:00.000+08:00

right now iom totally damm tired lah..attended midnight mass with my bro,martin,denise jeremy and florabelle. it was wonderful seeing everyone again at their best. =) oh ya, after that went for a little supper with them. im still thinking how the hell im going to another two more functions today. =X... looking forward to my uncle douglas house..he jus bought a new pool table man! cant wait to play at his house.big party going on man...!!!! =D anyway im here at my godmother's house using the com..*sigh.,..my body jus feel so dead now. thinking of dota man.ADDICTIVE...haha! anyway will be busy these 2 days. i need to sleep!!ok thats for now. and,....MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL WHO WISHED ME..be good and stay happy.happy holidays. signing off ....ter_

happy wedding!

2005-12-10T16:42:00.000+08:00

im so damm tired. played lan until 5.30am at katong man..*faints. anyway, its my uncle's wedding..Congratulations! ya..had to wake up like 7.30am for tea ceremony plus church and all...really damm tired and guess what. i have guard duty tomorrow...damm unlucky man,..,ya im gonna enjoy myself tonight..wearing my best..haha u seldom seeing me wearing formal. ok cannot tahan., gonna sleep sooon..cya

enlisted

2005-12-03T01:53:00.000+08:00

well,dbl o was the bomb lah..!!!!!!!!!! and finally my hump song was playing on the dancefloor man. martin and i jus dash there jus to dance.so many clubs we go trying to find this song to dance..but to no avail..finally haha!.guess we jus wanted to see humps and lumps..shhhh!..ya i wonder what the caucasian girls were thinking. there was a clear eye contact man and both martin and i knew it. haha ok enough of martin and i..darryl and collin were practically watching our jugs and at the same time WATCHING the bartop dancer!. fcuking... A.hole's! ya i was about to knock out anyway cos of the mixing of drinks. from vodka,orange to cranberry to barcadi and tequila.thats out man. everyone damm high, me? its jus wild lah.ok martin i hope u enjoyed urself yesterday. haha! we dominated the dancefloor. and god bless for ur enlistment...RECRUIT SOH!...lol!

had a night at the chalet

2005-11-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

since im free now, i shall write what happen during the weekend.firstly had a great time at the chalet with collin and the guys..yeah man..guys nite out on friday. since we were at orchard, collin,martin,jeremy,darryl,jeffrey and i cant decide where to go. therefore we had no choice but to go chinablack which so near where we were at. though it sucks,the dj cant mix good music.trust me,we still go. i jus wanted them to enjoy themselve and yes! also make collin and jeff drunk.heh. it was part of the plan. jeff was awesome lah..he started to bottoms up with everyone and was the first one drunk followed by darryl. haha! oh ya. the girls were...phew...! hot. but quite anti-social.thats why i dun really like the crowd.at the meantime, martin and i were storming the dance floor.guess i was high too.well,when ur high u'll dance to any music even if they suck,what to do.THEN jeff started dancing.my goodness. was cool lah..everyone cheer damm loud when we dance.first time jeff dance with me.must buy 4d already .haha, back at the chalet after clubbing. all shagged. but guess what, eventually we woke up damm early lah..hows that. to hyper already. oh, and the people next door to our chalet was all girls. we came out to smoke and eat our breakfast by the balcony.we had lil eye contact but nahhh..jus some eyecandy thing. evening was even better... barbequed all night long. nice food.drinks and....~ had a lil of funny things going on.scared elaine with a trashbag on my head and wearing martin's red cap when she come out of the toilet.she run until damm far lah.

im back once again

2005-11-12T19:48:00.000+08:00

well, im here. in my room....slacking.life has been okay for me..geez its been a long time since i last attended church..im thinking of going tomorrow. anyway my routine continues over and over again. reporting to camp, come home, go online, have my dinner. practice my guitar, go to sleep. weekends? club like mad, play dota. chill at katong and so its a vicious circle for me. been training.pass my ippt =) and im so happy. my whole body is aching. BUT it good, why is it? COS i've got 3rd in the whole camp for 2.4km run. damm i need to stop smoking if i want to avoid all this sickness that most smokers have.block nose etc. =(

lalala

2005-10-29T11:42:00.000+08:00

ok guess i'll delete my previous post its too disapointing to see it. anyway, been going zouk ever since the opening. but today? im i dun feel like clubbing. maybe i should just take a break and maybe start chilling out. oh, collin's chalet is coming up and im excited. =) we'll go clubbing with the guys and elaine -_-. ya collin will not be with us looking at girls.u know why lah. and guess what? MARTIN?! martin is finally going man. so yeah..looking forward to going.sigh* my life sucks. alot of things to do.

club

2005-10-13T19:57:00.000+08:00

well, this week im totally exhausted.really. yesterday club like mad with my ite buddies,nick,chee cheng and who couldnt forget my clubbing kaki. collin! and darryl.ya, we met elaine after that. it was the best night. the dj suck though but the crowd was good.haha!!! the girls were sexay! =D... anyway. oh i met a few new faces. so yeah.arggghh ok its time. im gonna black out soon anytime. ya and i still have to go for my lil camellia's birthday party at cascaden tonight. that means, more alcohol.=X i'll die lahhhh!

nahhhh

2005-10-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

guess, i wont be going to taiwan. so yeah, sorry for shocking up u guys. my mum really cried. i cant bear to see her like that. shes right.if i were to have problems in taiwan. no one will knows. really no one. and my mum? she will always get worried whether im okay over there. i dun want that. im so alone.

leaving

2005-10-01T01:57:00.000+08:00

i made up my mind. im leaving singapore for taiwan. i jus feel that its time for me to stand on my own. my posting there will be for 1 yr. i wont be coming back. but i'll blog when im there. dun worry i can take care of myself.i'll be fine. =)

happy birthday

2005-09-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

hey there, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!.=) haha. well, noting much this year.my birthday was rather simple. celebrated at home.cant really go out till very late cos i've been posted to bukit timah camp so i have to wake up freaking early. ya, unlucky me. anyway its only for 3 weeks becos im untaking a course for ammunition. so yeah. maybe i'll get posting near my house area after that.

backyyyyy

2005-09-03T13:53:00.000+08:00

hey dudes! its finally my last week of bmt. well, some of you might be wondering where the hell i went off to. ok i was serving my army. yeah, im gonna be free cos the last 7 weeks was tiring,stress and crazy for me. muscle aches,sunburns and now its finally over. lots of things happened.it was fun in camp had met alot of new people, especially the our very own 'gin gang'. well, hope my group are doing good. if u happened to see this, jus wanna wish u all the best for ur posting ya? ;) yes! clubbing soon. i can finally relax. =D ok i think im forturnate to have my buddies with me and my intake....Definitely rox to the max. early bookout and all,playing ps2 in camp with my sergeants lol, jam in my bunk. whatever shit we can think of lah. lol.orighty see u guys soon. oh and babes. im backkkkk~ =)

bored

2005-08-14T06:06:00.000+08:00

well, im here blogging again. yup. im back again. been very busy recently but dun worry. i will be free in 4 weeks time. so looking forward to it. =) well for the peeps who visited. thank you for visiting. i will update again.

cya

2005-07-22T04:39:00.000+08:00

well, guys im leaving the country. hope u guys have fun ya? especially my buddies. hope ya all had fun at zouk and indochine that day. yeah. i had my best moments with you all.enjoyed myself.really! it was the best thing. never been better.so yeah, see you soon.

ter.

phew

2005-07-17T15:04:00.000+08:00

FINALLY. im blogging once again. my last day of work was over on friday.so happy.can relax!!! haha. anyway had my little gathering at zouk yesterday (: ice-t was in da house! yeah hip hop at zouk. the house lovers was at phuture.it was also happening.love the crowd.weeweet. yeah was dancing with them on top..haha! yeah, jeremy was happening.!!! lol. so are the rest.(: but i was happening at phuture than zouk.run from one to another cos ice-t jus kept rapping and the dj had to stop spining.ha. ok right now.im tired. gonna tidy my room now. cya guys soon.

are we gonna party or what.

2005-06-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

it was one of the best day of my life. went down to balacalva with amanda to meet my uncle.the band there was awesome.!!! chill there for awhile then off to eat spaghetti. it was nice lah! later went down zouk to party! it was quite ok. house music. so amanda and i started dancing fast.lol! ok, we enjoy ourselves like mad lah. later we went down to liquidroom. RNB!!!!! yeah man. yeah entry was free cos my uncle sign us in. he's the best lah.. well, thanks man. i had a great time. oh ya! i met my ex st pats guys. haha.! though i was tipsy, i enojoyed my day.

zouk!!

2005-06-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

wow, yesterday was great. it was da bomb i tell you. ok, went down to youth park to see jrock bands performing. met up with marilyn and most of the her cosplayer friends. was there with my brother 'ian. man, i really was happy to be in town. its been like quite long since i took off on a weekend. after that went down to shaw house to eat mac'donalds. then back to cine to meet up with jeremy and florabelle. slack for a while then went back home to go get a shower and all because my uncle is picking me up.we are going to zouk! wooots! party at zouk ya it was damm happening.he brought me into the vip area and i got to meet alot of new people especially this american guy, patrick.some funny girl who tease me.saying, how can a small boy come here with his uncle.lol!well, let me tell u. im not that young already.19 and im old enough yeah to know whats right and wrong.anyway, was nice meeting them. cant wait to go back there again. =)

star wars

2005-06-02T11:27:00.000+08:00

well, its been quite awhile. been busy lately so yeah. oh ya. have i mention that star wars was boring only when anakin became darthvader? *sigh. anyway, been going to work lately.rotting? i guess so.life hasnt been going well for me. many things had happened and well, guess its all part of life. im grateful of what i have.(: oh ya, im on a clubbing mood so yeah. will be going to zouk on the 4th this month and guess what? IM GETTING IN FOR FREE..weee! thanks to my uncle. ;)

yeah man

2005-05-18T03:36:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im f**king happy man.u know what my class did? we trash our locker and tore each other dustcoat into pieces.lol! last day was on friday. so yeah, sorry for the late post. well, going to work for a month then im off to army. BUT FIRST! im gonna enjoy like mad getting my hair dye by marilyn *smiles. hey, i hope u'll do a perfect job ya..*cheers everyone! (:

lost

2005-05-09T01:57:00.000+08:00

dear peeps, i've lost my handphone. im gonna die soon. anything jus email or msg me in friendster. ur contact or something. thanks

friends

2005-05-08T13:20:00.000+08:00

well, this one last week is coming already. school's gonna end. i need to tahan even though im gonna drop dead on the floor. been thinking about lots of things though. like friends? are they really good ones? i really don't know. my group of friends? gone. maybe it issint them but me. am i a good friend? but i left them for a reason. u peeps won't understand.yeah, they have their own live now. and im glad. =)
my close friend? hitomi? we had an argument. gone. right now. i don't think good friends come along easily. maybe its me?
well this is a song that i put up. lyrics are nice. enjoy.

night out

2005-05-06T02:03:00.000+08:00

well well, went down to indo chine to meet yp with cam and the rest.it was ladies night though.lol! 1 for 1.=D did enjoyed myself alot. yeah,and thanks alot miles for my request.=) had lots of fun.the burbon coke tasted like crap BUT when mix with vodka orange it tasted good.oh and we had this drink, called 'quickF**k' was damm funny lah when we told the waiter we wanted that.i felt dirty.lol! ya, cam was also thinking dirty i guess. heh! oh ya. i forgot. 'when are we going zouk?' may i know. *smiles. sings* all da ladies in da house~! say yeah! im so tired now. feeling dead. yes very! someone please shoot me. thanks.

nah..

2005-05-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

dammm. im so tired. well, two more weeks. i'll be out from school. *prays hard.

its nice to see true friends

2005-04-29T12:43:00.000+08:00

its amazing to see how close friends turn their back on you.well, its very pityful issint it. you trust them so much until they jus kick you behind the back the next minute. ha! yeah, but its weird u know. why people are so hot tempered these days. geez., they tend to say all those stuff to you like its so out of topic.for example, we're talking about anger management,she talking something else.like which school taught u like that? hmmmmm. then all of sudden you've got the biggest 'tell off' of the century from her. like 'your dressing sucks not original','your very ego,think your drawing very nice'.bla bla.bla.well, i think this person ran out of things to say for her serious attitude problem therefore she uses stereotypical tell offs' WHICH totally make you go 'WHAT THE HELL'.ya.on the other side, it proves her sincerity knowing you all this while. the best part is, i never said anything bad about her dressing or her family until she pisses me off too.haha. so yeah, you see the type of friends who puts on a show infront you? ha.well? you can give it a try. jus make them angry and you can get your answer you've been waiting to hear.

being consistent

2005-04-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

being consistent is something very important.haha go figure what im talking about.

sigh

2005-04-23T02:43:00.000+08:00

well, i have disappointing news to tell to you all. im going to withdraw myself from lasalle and go in the army. jus had a talk with my closest uncle from my dad's side.the talk we had, did make me really wake up and think.at first i was upset that they are not supportive in what i do. but i was wrong. im not going to persue my diploma now but i will after army. my dad also wanted me to go in the army so that it won't hold me back from what im doing. its true.maybe your not a guy thats why u don't really know.so yeah.heres something memorable to show u.

weeee!

2005-04-22T14:19:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT! im in lasalle! wooohooo. this is my happiest day in my life. anyway, got lots of things to do.was at starbucks chilling. then after that was at far east checking out some stuff. i was like walking in circles lah. ha. anyway, met up with camellia at indo chine later at night. chilled there, was great place to put things aside and start enjoying the band performance. the drummer was totally nice. yeah nice guy. ya, u know what? i went over chinablack to meet up with roz but ITS CLOSE..arggghhhh! i didnt know thursdays was close. so, we went over to rouge. crowd was good. nice dance moves from the guys there. haha. enjoyed myself like **^(*&. haha! ya...i got to work later so yeah, poor me..=(

art works

2005-04-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

well, im glad now. my mum just got discharged from hospital. oh well, everything is back to normal. i feel okay now. oh ya, i forgot to post monday's post. well well, got art works from hitomi. yeah came to the hospital to pass it to me. then we took some funny shots at the garden. then went over to eastpoint to see her makan her fungus beagle..haha.oh well. i think thats all for now..more to write soon. ;)

sighhh

2005-04-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm..its been a rough day for me. im like thinking about so many things. was about to go to work when my mum called me asking me to help her out.i was unaware of whats happening to her. so i called my boss. saying i'll be late. but when i went to the emergency admission to see her. i cried like fuck and was shock to see her leg swollen like mad.it was 3 times bigger and reddish.she was having a high fever. i straight away called my boss telling him i cannot come. was tearing cos she was in pain. and the problem is the minute she falls down she didn't even tell anyone its pain or something.furthermore shes a diabetic u know. and its a fact that when u hit a little it swells badly. now shes admitted cos doctor said they are afraid it will cause an infection.u know how fucking scared am i???! *sigh and im not holding myself up. im breaking down. its hurting to see her like this.my siblings are like that. don't bother. my dad? doesnt bother too. im praying they wake up. i got so many things to do and im struggling for this 4 weeks of my life.

fcuk you back

2005-04-08T03:13:00.000+08:00

well, went to lasalle today.for an interview.anyway i have to go back for my second interview. ok im still worried. anyway had a blast in town. eat out with sue. then went shopping.lol! saw an old friend hitomi.met sue and the rest at cine to play pool. haha. oh well, i need to get some sleep. going to turn into a zombie.

shagged

2005-04-04T03:07:00.000+08:00

well,a hard days work can make me die. arggghhh, oh well.i got school tomorrow. even more shagged =(. and im also angry cos,i was jus about to pay my damm bill which i havent paid for few months already. my sim card is also spoiled anyway. but u know what?! the subscription came and i still have to pay up for that one month period that i didnt even use! shit man! &*. *sigh. im so tired now..but im pleased with my change of design again..=X. well, decided to put this picture up cos its sweet of cos. especially my caption..lol. im sweet lah..admit it.=D smile with teeth showing*

change again.

2005-03-29T03:28:00.000+08:00

well peeps, i decided to change my picture again..lol! well its because i love this picture alot. i wish that someone special who will be putting her arms around me. heh!..ya and i specially put a title for that picture which actually makes no meaning to it..but i like it alot. =)

weeepeee!

2005-03-25T04:42:00.000+08:00

haha..went out with sue yesterday. enrolled for my course which i'll be going to. yup, then we're off to orchard to eat mac's..i've been craving for it like for a 100 years.muahahahah.ok send her off for work and i did shopping at heeren..lol! yup. on my own.yaya. i know its kinda boring. so yeah. ANYWAY! =D i decided to change a new layout which totally rock..lol! haha, i edited it so yeah. =D

wooo!

2005-03-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

i FINALLY watch sponebob the movie..haha freaking funny i tell you. yup, watch it yesterday at tampines. i like the way they sing the bubble song. haha! SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS~!

pukes!

2005-03-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

i jus finish doing the housework..haha.yeah so now im blogging. anyway. i had a bad headache today due to yesterday's night party at east coast.its jeremy's advanced birthday party. yup. and his friend poured alot of martel and yes its was! ya..we're not talking about vodka or chivas..BUT martel..like what the hell! i drank alot i guess.neat.on the rocks. whatever you name it. i drank it.was damm high lah. i didnt knock out but was bloody dizzy. ya..and i vomitted twice. it was in the taxi and on my flower pot while opening the house door. and now?! im having a hangover..but its gone..ok im never gonna drink martel unless its mixed. bloody hell. haha.

spongbob! where are you?! =(

2005-03-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

haha yesterday was a bad day for amy and i..met at tampines to watch spongbob the movie. but guess what! sold out! argghhhh! so freaking disapointed.spongebob!!! where are you?! =( ok nvm we went bugis..also dont have! what the! anyway we jus decided to watch another time. bloody hell! haha.. we walk around bugis and all.that mad womenn was disturbing my messy hair. cos i wanted to style her hair. well instead of styling, i mess it up..lol! serve you right!

im going crazy

2005-03-13T12:34:00.000+08:00

well,im so damm sad. really.i my bets for soccer is always the opposites. u know how disappointed i am..*sigh..anyway went to chinablack on friday to drink. ya i was alone. tried to call my peeps. but i think its so last minute lah..lol. yup, went to meet mum after that at her workplace near hilton. so yeah. i also cant believe im alive right now. bloody work and school, work and school. argggghhh! i need a break!

FINALLY..jus cut me some slack.

2005-03-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

haha, u readers must be wondering why i take a long time to blog right? well, i have noting to blog thats why. BUT today? lol. i have =) yup, went to orchard with raymond to FINALLY slack. bought a tee and then headed to subway to eat a freaking footlong sandwich..feel like puking now man. anyway slack at far east talk about lots of stuff about life and shitty things. oh, and those japanese girls was looking at you lah raymond..NOT me..dun push it to me man. ya, we kinda like went there late so yeah, we had a little to see but alot to talk about. =) ok cya soon peeps..i dunno when is my next update gonna be..muahahaa..

bored at home.

2005-03-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

im so tired now. *sigh had my 2.4km yesterday. i almost wanna die. came in 20th position in school. haha. yeah, the best thing is i smoke. ok, going to die soon. anyway my teacher cant be bothered to talk to me. i guess its favoritism. he only talks to the student who pleases him.i cant be bothered too. im jus looking forward to what i want in life. haha, right now im at home cleaning up my mess. magazines and notes lying around. haha its neverending cos im not at home on weekends to tidy up my room. as for weekdays im dead tired. so yeah. anyway its all tidy now.heh! im so happy i did that. now, im planing to do some music of my own.. cya soon! ;)

arghhhhh...*flu, cough_sore troat.

2005-02-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

well, im still awake right now. cant sleep. flu is killing me due to work. *sigh. anyway, my sir lecture me about my poor attendance. might be barred from exams. im in a stressful state now. i gotta blame myself for not going to school. always working i guess. anyway, i think i'll have to go back during the march holiday for some make up lesson. i need time to think carefully about what i want in life. im breaking down.

dead

2005-02-21T02:20:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh!!! im dead. totally dead. anyway i have school later. dun think i will be going jus got back from work. *sigh. i really dunno what to do. what the hell man.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2005-02-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

well, today is a tiring day for me. i went to school cos its half day..lol.its up to you to believe. imma good boy ok! =D..yup came back from school and quickly shower then im off to a reunion lunch with my grandma and relatives (dad's side). we ate at coca restaurant on the 4th level of novena square. it was super duper yum yum for me man.lol. the food there was great! so there we were, celebrating our new years eve together and wishing one another a prospers new year.

*sigh

2005-02-07T13:40:00.000+08:00

well, i've been so busy these days.even chinese new year.=( yup i cant spend time with my family and friends. i guess. but i'll find time. i really dunno what is happening to me. i seem to lose everything that gave me happinese.im like numb to this. i dun even know why im like that. *tear

lime in september

2005-02-03T19:23:00.000+08:00

_________
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious
and
organized. Likes to point out people's
mistakes.
Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to
talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not
always
honest. Does work well. Very confident.
Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever
and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information.
Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to
motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be
around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and
traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to
bottle
up feelings. Very choosy, especially in
relationships. Systematic.
___________________________________

man! this is so true about hardly show emotions and bottle up feelings etc...wah!!!!!

yawns!!!!

2005-01-29T04:18:00.000+08:00

hey!!! im so awake right now lah.haha. yup going to work now although i had broken sleep jus now but im fine. collin jus called to tell me about what happen between jeremy and him. i find its jus a misunderstanding. yup, hey dude jus give that guy time to keep his cool ya? ;)..anyway going off to work now..haha see lah! i still got time to blog..lol yup will be back in the afternoon..so yeah guys! anything jus give me a call. ;) cya later.

im sick =(

2005-01-26T07:05:00.000+08:00

hi peeps..well, its time for school now..yaya. im still at the com. =P waiting to leave the house already. im feeling so cold cos i jus had my shower. so yeah. *freezesss!!! yup, yesterday was great. showed lexy around tm and also watched elektra. i dun think its a good show.crappy..~..anyway im so sick now lah. but still going to school.poor me =( ok will write more when im home..

In Loving Memory

2005-01-10T06:06:00.000+08:00

more than 20 years of service in SIA. i on behalf of the staff of SIA catering. make my deepest condolence to my grandpa clement who jus passed away in hospital this morning. iam in deep shock now. only yesterday his colleague was mentioning about him. i told them saying he is still strong. but now? *tear.. he left us.he was suffering from cancer and his condition became worst. he didnt know he had lung cancer cos the doctor didnt wanted him to give up easily.i dunno what to tell all the officers who are my grandpa's good buddies. *In Loving Memory of Clement De Cruz

jus came back from the hospital. saw him lying there peacefully. relatives cried. i try to hold back my tears. my heart felt pain.really. the moment i saw him before they took him away, i almost broke down. the cancer killed every thing inside of him.he lose so much weight. the last time i visited him he was normal.now? its alot more different. i dont know how am i gonna live like this seeing loved ones leave. my grandpa who taught me how to bowl. and i hope my uncle is okay.he seem so upset when i talk to him jus now. yup, thats his dad. yeah, they were working in SIA before i started working there.

happy new year!

2005-01-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone!

may 2005 be a happy one. =) i hope my family do well in future. and as for me, i hope to work hard and be sucessful in life.

mr and mrs incredible

2004-12-28T01:52:00.000+08:00

woooohooo, ok! went to tiong bahru if thats how u spell it. yay! went out with lexy then decided to go jurong point instead. yup! ate at delifrance then watch the incredibles. really enjoyed my day with her. nice hunnnie bunnie! =D...yay! she had to go off soon so we had a long walk from the mrt to her place which is damm far lah.yup, walk her all the way home.erm erm, can u at least shift abit to the east so its much more convenient to walk u home? lol! anyway im gonna sleep soon u take care ok? muacks muacks! =)

25th -26th occasion

2004-12-27T12:35:00.000+08:00

haha..ok i really dunno where to start.things has been going okay so far. i had to accept it when people come and go so yeah,..anyway! enjoyed myself on the christmas night.yup yup. haha amy and her friends cannot get in the club so they decided to go down to boat quay.met alex on for clubbing later. had a blast! was going crazy lah and was very packed. yeah, its boxing day and its mum's birthday. went home around 5 and woke up 12 plus in the afternoon to get ready for the party. was quite ok.my relatives came.=P yeah! after that, i had to go jeremy's place to party somemore which turn out to be a boring? lol! everyone was sleeping man! yay! its like more like a sleepover.yup, ok thats for now..=)

merry christmas!

2004-12-25T13:01:00.000+08:00

=) ok yesterday i had a wonderful night at the midnight service. it was the first time this happen to me. im so glad i celebrated with my friends though my family and all celebrated at novena, i was fine with that.i did rush down and try my best to prepare for the service. haha.ya! i dress formal yesterday. i tell u!, it was shocking lah to see me all decent and stuff. OH! and i had a present from sara.it was something from the bodyshop. so happy! lol! ok more to come! =)

arrghhhhhhh! busy..~

2004-12-19T13:22:00.000+08:00

a big sigh, *SIGH..ok peeps haven been blogging for a long time already. ya! ok these past few days im quite busy. enjoyed myself recently cos i went shopping.lolx. yup! went out with alex on friday to watch blade trinity.ok that was a freaking excellent show. really laugh like hell. we later slack around as usual.ya..
oh ya i had this christmas card from her..damm cute lah! =) i love it. vanessa especially, HAND MADE oh my goodness! =D also cute. well people, i'll be working on christmas eve and day but i'll be off on the 26th cos its mum's birthday. =D ok i'll write more later.

i cut myself

2004-12-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

ok yesterday i had lots of had and also had lots of injuries.lolx. ok firstly went to church with sarah nat and jeremy. Then we met the rest at tampines mall.had our dinner and we're off to tampines mall top playground. oh,i nearly trip and fell.=( we were playing the freaking spining thing till we wanted to puke.it was damm fun to see them like =X(gonna puke)! haha! after that we slack at coffee bean to slack. sarah,martin and darryl gone home after that except collin,jeremy,florabelle and i. so we plan to go to the beach to slack..cycled there and guess what! we brought bun breads,sadines and cheese to eat.haha like as though we are camping like that. i tell you its amazing man to hear the waves and see the stars. so florabelle was sleeping. collin and i were singing all night long.jeremy was bored.then towards morning we went crab hunting with collin.jeremy was with florabelle. and u know, i had deep cuts on my feet..cos i didnt listen to collin and there i went, sliding on the rocky slope.ouch!!!oh ya and not forgetting the freaking jellyfish we saw man. dammm, scary.

closing time.!!!

2004-12-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

well, im here all tired now. ok, firstly i really enjoyed myself yesterday..alot! never had this day out with my friends on a night at chinablack.wooooo! yup i called florabelle to come down cos i know collin wasnt feeling good? so yeah collin if your reading this..i jus wanna tell you that.dun be sad ok? cos u always have someone who will come by. including me. =) yup. so there! we're off to chinablack. when we're there, i met yijun to buy the tickets..but u know, when we were about to enter the bouncer ask for our ic which only collin,jeremy and i only have. so yeah the rest was left outside and the 3 of us went in for some free drinks. was suppose to find this stupid yijun but she was nowhere to be found. bloody idiot!..*sigh. yup saw alot of old friends there. was like happening there. =D haha! so yeah gave up on finding her and we jus left for cheeky monkeys. oh ya its ladies night yeah?! so we bought chivas bottle and there we go drinking..haha! was damm fun having my peeps enjoying themselves. really had lots of fun..and guess what! right now i jus came back from dinner with hitomi after hanging out with those psycho's. didnt sleep from clubbing till now..i haven really slept well. i try to make myself sleepy tonight. so i can dose off..haha thats what florabelle said.

take everything slowly and it will turn out perfect.

2004-12-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

well, life has been going okay for me at the moment..i dun wish to think so much now..i jus want to be content with what i have thats all..anyway met alot of new people when i was at tampines mall. oh! esspecially this awesome dude who is very funny when i was slacking with hitomi at starbucks. i enjoyed my day with them..then after that was pool at rovers with collin and the gang. tomorrow its clubbing at chinablack with my buddies...weee~!!!! ok dudes im off to sleep.

too late to change

2004-11-26T13:17:00.000+08:00

*tear

Hoobastank - The reason

2004-11-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

jus the way im feeling....

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

couple for 30 days

2004-11-24T01:38:00.000+08:00

Daniel and
Jasmine are
sitting alone
in
the park
one night....

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this
world

Jasmine: I think so...All of my friends have
boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left
in
this world with out any special person in our life

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and
you
will be my boy friend

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't have
nothing to do much this following weeks...

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they both
touched
in a romantic film

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and have a
picnic...Daniel
and Jasmine have their quality time together

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride
on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and
she touched Daniel's hand but she touched
someone else's hand and they both laughed...

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and
they
asked for their future advice and the fortune
teller
said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time
of
your life...SPend the rest of your time together
happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's
eyes

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they
saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a bumby
road
Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by
accident

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they
first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any
drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the
road

Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all

Daniel: Wait for me....

20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over
daniel and he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergency room
and
he handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are
a
really cute girl and i am really falling for
you..Your
cherish smile your everything when we played
this
game..... Before this game would end...I would
like
you to be my girl friend for the rest of my
life....
I
love you Jasmine....

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love
you...Remember that night when we saw a
meteor, I mumbled something... I mumbled
that I
wish we would be together forever and never
end
this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.... I
love
you! You cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY

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****
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****

Always love your loved ones and show them
how you feel before it is too late...You will
never
know when they will be gone from your
embrace...If
you were given a time to bestow petals of
everlasting compassi0n and love to your loved
ones? Today is the day....Love them while they
are still here...

Copy Paste and after 24hours ....Your loved
one will realized how are they significant to you
and brings A great Good Luck in your Love Life
and Career...

its my last day!

2004-11-23T13:32:00.000+08:00

well,im home now. jus finish my exams.im so happy! after today, theres no need to come back to school.anyway, i didnt study much so it was jus guessing around when i was sitting for my paper.i guess im gonna fail =( yeah i deserve it. all the time i spend outside,noting good but slacking.im going to work later so yeah im going to take a nap i guess.right now i jus want to get things out of my head. and stop thinking. after that night, i was totally different when she said she's going overseas to study and told me i still have girls to go after. i was totally dissapointed although she was joking, i was upset.its like she putting it in a way that our relationship was jus temporary. so yeah,peeps im not thinking so much now ok..im fine. well, jus take everyday as a blessing from god. whatever happens, let it be. it will come to my own accord.

happy anniversary

2004-11-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

well, i dunno why but i seem to be lazy to blog..haha! anyway was out yesterday to visit my grand uncle whos in hospital. he's suffering of cancer and he doesnt know..we dun wish to tell him. when i saw him i was very stunned. his whole face was yellowish due to smoking. in my heart, i teared. i jus wish i can stop smoking. i jus wish. *sigh.anyway went to novena church for sunset mass.
met darling later at united square.chilled out, then i told her that im going to the toilet. well! i didnt. haha! i actually went to get spongebob. geez! its was hard to find him man.i search all over tampines and many places and lastly united square. and i found him!.theres not many shoppers there thats why.haha! so yeah, got it for her.yup! she was angry with me for taking so long.but after she saw the present, wraped up in spongebob wraping paper she was stunned. totally! haha i gave her a scare. didnt i. well, i know she wants that all along. so yeah got a big spongie for her.=) anyway, know your net is down so if u dun get a chance to see this. i jus wanna say i hope you like your bed buddy. heh! and happy anniversary darling.;)

saturday~!!

2004-11-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

well, its a saturday afternoon and im feeling damm tired man.*yawns. been busy for the past few days and didnt have the time to post out entries..haha.yup my days was almost like rotting at home, going to school,out to work, and slacking with friends..yes yes, this is my daily life. anyway, so many things not done.its will never be completed. ha! so yeah. oh ya..and that annoymous person who is da 'destroyer' haha, i know ur out to destroy my blog but hey!, its ok man. do ur thing. it proves alot of what your doing. yup,yup. and for your info i didnt ask for ur opinion.i only ask for my friends..so yeah if u can do urs better than mine then come and talk to me. cheers..oh and once again its ok to call me a sensetive bastard. i dun blame you.;) yeah emo here emo there. it gotta be emo songs man..ahaha.

saturday night out...

2004-11-14T15:39:00.000+08:00

oh my! its been a long day since i posted an entry. oh well,went out on saturday with my friends for clubbing.had lotsa shots.yaya, and i was high.puke almost everywhere.i drank too much already.erm...iam now okay. really!,ok had a hangover though it was really a nasty one. i dun think i really want that to happen again.=(

should guys go for girls who are attached?

2004-11-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

well, im totally having a flu now..haiz* anyway,... few days back, i was having some trouble with my girlfriend but its all better now.we talk about it already and work things out.so yeah its ok. im okay. she's okay. ;)...anyway happen to browse collin's blog and was reading his entry. due to what happen to him..i understands how he feels and the painful road he's walking. well this was what he wrote that make me like 'thats true man'..lolx anyway i hope things goes right for him. oh well this is his entry. on behalf of collin, im posting this..he gave me the permission so yeah. cheerios

was listening to 987 fm with dan ong and grace chua and they were debating with listeners "should guys go for girls that are already attached?" alot of opinions comes up... but at the end of the day the answer was... its not the guys fault that he want to go for the girl that is already attached..sometimes he doesnt even knoe she has a bf... its all up to the girl to draw the line and tell him she's already attached... and dan ong said he'll not go for girls that are already attached cause he'll respect the other guy... hear that you guys out there??? there somthing you flirts out there should learn from... think before you take peoples number or go flirting around ok?... yah i'm right correct?? i'm a guy too i know what you a-holes are thinking... some got gf already still wanna flirt with other girls... i know its not totally you guys fault ah... sometimes girls must draw a line also.. but hey if you guys dont start, what line must she draw??

night out

2004-11-07T15:01:00.000+08:00

well, its been a tired weekend for me. firstly, i aint doing my things. whats wrong with me?! ok,been waking up damm early these past few days.was a nightmare for me man!.=p so yeah, met collin yesterday and mug until 6 in the evening. went to orchard cine to eat yoshinoya and down to indo cine to watch the live band. actually i wasnt feeling kinda ok. i guess. my darling didnt msg me so i msg her.i felt like things was kinda diff.thought something happen..ok well, im too parnoid and i know i shouldnt be doing this.*sigh...anyway, collin decided to go clubbing with elaine and ask me to come cos he was the only one.elaine was with her friends.i wasnt feeling ok actually. seeing him also sad.i went to join him. ok, came back,change, then off to dbl o.my darling called me..i told her i was going clubbing.she wasnt happy.*sigh.
ok when we're there, we actually can go in man! so happy. yeah ordered jugs and drank to the max.wanted to forget bout the negative thoughts. really.didnt know what to do.elaine ask collin and i out to the dancefloor to dance but this collin doesnt want to..=X let elaine dance alone lolx..so yeah dance with her though.was actually accompanying her so no guys will psycho her. =P yup,music was great.they even got shaggy! haha.yeah after that was high BUT i still know what im doing k. but was jus feeling dizzy.

losing all control

2004-11-04T17:19:00.000+08:00

I'm losing you, I'm losing all control
Just let me be, let me be alone for now
Wanna be alone tonight
Once again we've gone off track and lost all hope for coming back
Its time to restart again, and try all over all again

It's time to work, the work is useless now
Oh, can't you see,
your health is lost to me
i Wanna be alone tonight
Once again we've gone off track and lost all hope for coming back
Its time to restart again and try all over, yeah try all over

We've lost all hope for coming back
We've lost all hope for coming back
We've lost all hope(we've lost all hope)for coming back
Lost all hope for coming back

Once again we've left (?) and lost all hope for coming back
Its time to restart again and try all over all again

wild wild vet!

2004-11-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

ok, where was i these few days? hmmmmm..well on friday, i was working. my colleague's last day so did a little celebration at the pub.collin and the rest came.drank,and also drank soft drinks..lolx what the hell! its a pub and not mac donalds.haha! =D..yeah anyway, met my darling on a saturday evening. got abit of a misunderstanding about meeting her. but later we manage to talk things out and we're ok. oh, also went to this restaurant called the outback. oh my gosh! im starting to drool for alice chicken! argghhhh! *bites*.lolx..yeah thanks e ma ma and all for da treat. really appreciate it. ok, after dinner went walking around. my darling wanted to go drinking..pls ah! no! no! =D ok, not too much k. yeah anyway we're manage to go around safra yishun cos her mum doesnt allow her to go drinking. so yeah, we played bowling instead. ha! i won man! goodie good good.ok after bowling, it was quite late. so yeah.this geegabooo of mine ask mummy whether i could stay over. and mummy said ok..i was shocked! ahhhh! nnooooo! aunty dun lah!lolx ok,anyway a great thanks to aunty for letting me stay. but guess what, i didnt sleep..was almost 5 in the morning.my eyes turn watery.haha. okok, ya suppose to go eat breakfast with u know lah, but she slept like a log. so we jus ate lunch and stuff. planned to go swimming after that.so went down to yishun safra again BUT its only for safra members.shiiit! we took a cab down to downtown east where only me and her played WILD WILD WET. ya her bro played x box. really! it was very fun playing with those waves and the slides too, which almost got her saying 'ouch' cos i was grabbing her hand tighty. didnt know what to do cos i panic. ok, played the waves which actually got us all wrinkled..lolx! was fun lah really!cannot imagine how great it was! ahhh! dear,i hope u enjoy urself.smile*.
and no matter what waves hit me, i'll still love charlene.lolx

almost caught.haha

2004-10-27T01:49:00.000+08:00

well, im totally shagged.dammit.haha must be something that causes me to feel that way. lolx *winks.anyway went out to meet darling at causeway point with her friend. then later went over to her place. we got lock out man! ya lah, so we went to cold storage to get something to eat like roasted black pepper chicken? yup. u can say a little marketing for food! yum! yeah and then bought ouselves some booze. headed home later. so yeah, watch a little tv and then was abit tired so we decided to take a nap together on da bed. yeah, later had our dinner and and at the same time watching van heilsing ..lolx yeah, later was that fuzzy wazzy..bla bla..okok, went out to smoke. later mummy came home early! shiut..haha was stunned. anyway wasnt that scary i guess. =P

headache

2004-10-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

erm, ok i dun feel well now. having headache same as my darling. i think its the hospital.=X anyway, i was late to meet her cos i finished school late today. i didnt wanted to tell her that actually, so i rush down after that to meet her. though i didnt ate. i felt i should meet her. so i met her. to me, she was upset cos i thought she was like that for me being late.jus totally lost mood in talking to her.i felt im doing this all the time like making her wait. in the bus, we were totally quiet. and i did told her some things in the bus that hurt her. dear,
i didnt mean it k, really! i didnt meant to hurt u like that. im sorry k. yeah, then gastric got me..i was in pain.=( really pain..my darling was there to hold me and i started tearing. i told her i was sorry. and jus broke down.yeah, right now im fine and so is she. we're both okay. met her mummy at tan tock seng, went to eat dinner with them and we're off to our separate ways. was at novena square and then to yishun park which we had a little time together..lolx! shhhhhhh!

indo cine rockx

2004-10-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

well,im free at the moment and im posting now ok?! darling? lolx. dun say i never post ok?.ok saturday was out with my darling and her mummy to bugis. went to eat dinner with them. yup i enjoyed the dinner.thanks auntie. =) yeah then later me and her went down to orchard. chill at the bar with collin and also with martin. yup,wheres their girlfriend?! poor fellers! anyway was there for the live band..oh! and they played five for the fighting! i was like =)* really the atmosphere very romantic. we ordered a jug and then later my darling ordered her shirley temple and as for me? i ordered a vodka ginger alle? haha yucks..yeah i know.after that, we left first. send her home. yups.

and as for today,which is sunday.was at my darling house =P..haiyo! dun be kaypoh ok.not letting u know either..lolx yup, then later somthing happened so we went to tan tock seng cos her granny in hospital. =( dun worry dear, everything will be fine k. dun think so much. yeah her little cousin was very hyper man! erm..i pity u beaumont. =P

a day watching the water falls

2004-10-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

erm well i posted another one on the 20th at orchard. so yeah.read up.

well,ok went out with my darling to bugis to slack at starbucks.yup i did talk to her bout edmund who she wanted to go out with.had a reasonable conversation.
went window shopping for a very long time cos i need to find a bag arrghh~.cant find a nice one man.("~) BUT~ we saw alot of things which was nice and yes! she wanted so many different tops from many different shops. haha..it was mad lah..enjoy going out to shop with this girl..i meant window shop with her..lolx. yes yes, then on to suntec. was kinda walking around too.went up to the sky garden which was beautiful, had some moment hugging and watching the waterfalls.was romantic..heh! YAYA! still wanna kuti me!
yup, then went to topman! oh oh, i found a bag i liked! finally! freaking cool! wooo! boxers too. man! im going broke soon. haha! was at her place for supper with mummy,eugene and lil or should i saw lil rascal, beaumont! lolx..aiyo,! auntie ur curry is spicy man.'slurps! lolx..yup! thanks for the supper, i really enjoyed it.ya ya, i almost die of thirst. beaumont and i was like having some heat treatment..lolx

*happy anniversary darling*

bed of roses

2004-10-21T13:30:00.000+08:00

well was at orchard yesterday, was with charlene.walk around far east then later to mango,topshop at wisma looking at lotsa stuff. yeah, met up with collin. was kinda in the mood to go to some bar so we went to the bar jus infront of the wisma whereby they have a live band playing. got ourselves drinks. yeah heinekens..oh and that shirley temple was jus nice man.ok so, i went up to the guy and ask for a song request for charlene. its bon jovi, bed of roses.yup they played good oright! it was to show her that i love her. even though i had some hurtful times in my life with her. im here not to give up. so charlene,love ya! =p

la la land

2004-10-13T11:29:00.000+08:00

well, went to orchard yesterday with my bro, ian. later we met collin and elaine. erm bought for ian this t-shirt from hooked which is at far east, damm nice. ya and bought for myself a trucker's cap also. walk and walk around far east looking for nike dunks. jus kept on walking. =X yup,then later collin and elaine went off first. ian and i walk to hereen. eat at old chunk kee >dunno really how to spell the right name.haha! yeah then took a bus home. later went to tampines mall after sending my bro home. met amy for a movie.haha! she also haven caught the show 'white chicks' i tell you when i was watching that movie, i was laughing damm loud man! really funny. yeah, after the movie, we sat down outside tm with food and that girl jus kept eating sweets. =X dun okay? bad for your health like what u say about cigarettes. oh! and i bought this vodka shot and its 20% alcoholic. amy and i thought it was some candy but its not! its dammm strong! im now having a hangover. geees! lolx

argghhhhh!

2004-10-12T01:30:00.000+08:00

phew! it was tiring today. came back from orchard..man! i was running up and down finding for things to buy. why was i in rush? COS!, jeffrey was late! that a.hole always late. ok now i know how it feels to make someone wait. so yeah, the shop was almost closing. oh no! arrgghhh! anyway, was at far east then down to cine. walk around,saw this amy my nerdy gang standing outside cine dunno do what.and why u say u are waiting for me..pls ah! dun give excuses lolx. come on man~ u can slack at starbucks or something. why stand there like some geeky freak..lolx okok dun scold me ah..jus kiddinz.took a cab down to bugis to get my stuff but it was close..dammm! im so frickle minded i jus have to see which ones better. ok tomorrow im going down again ON MY OWN.i think it will be faster.shall not waste time cos i already told him that jus now. i'll be busy the day after tomorrow and u know that. so make use of what is best for now.i cant slack and relax anymore.now its rush hour for me.ok nitex peeps.;)

Maroon 5 - Sun

2004-10-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

After school, walkin home
Fresh dirt under my fingernails and
I can smell hot asphalt
Cars screech to a halt to let me pass

And I cannot remember
What life was like through photographs
And trying to recreate images life gives us from the past
And sometimes its a sad song
But I

Cannot forget, refuse to regret
So glad I met you and
Take my breath away
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I've gone through
And mama, I've been cryin
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun

And I'm movin on, down my street
I see people I wont ever meet
I think of her, take a breath
Feel the beat in the rhythm of my steps
And sometimes its a sad song
But I

Cannot forget, refuse to regret
So glad I met you and
Take my breath away,
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I've gone through
And mama, I've been cryin
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun

Rhythm of the conversation
The perfection of her creation
The sex she slipped into my coffee
The way she felt when she first saw me
Hate to love and love to hate her
Like a broken record player
Back and forth and here and gone
and on and on and on and on!

I cannot forget, refuse to regret
So glad I met you and
Take my breath away,
Make everyday,
Worth all of the pain that I've gone through
And mama, I've been cryin
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles
Said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun