its nice to see true friends

its amazing to see how close friends turn their back on you.well, its very pityful issint it. you trust them so much until they jus kick you behind the back the next minute. ha! yeah, but its weird u know. why people are so hot tempered these days. geez., they tend to say all those stuff to you like its so out of topic.for example, we're talking about anger management,she talking something else.like which school taught u like that? hmmmmm. then all of sudden you've got the biggest 'tell off' of the century from her. like 'your dressing sucks not original','your very ego,think your drawing very nice'.bla bla.bla.well, i think this person ran out of things to say for her serious attitude problem therefore she uses stereotypical tell offs' WHICH totally make you go 'WHAT THE HELL'.ya.on the other side, it proves her sincerity knowing you all this while. the best part is, i never said anything bad about her dressing or her family until she pisses me off too.haha. so yeah, you see the type of friends who puts on a show infront you? ha.well? you can give it a try. jus make them angry and you can get your answer you've been waiting to hear.

being consistent

being consistent is something very important.haha go figure what im talking about.

sigh

well, i have disappointing news to tell to you all. im going to withdraw myself from lasalle and go in the army. jus had a talk with my closest uncle from my dad's side.the talk we had, did make me really wake up and think.at first i was upset that they are not supportive in what i do. but i was wrong. im not going to persue my diploma now but i will after army. my dad also wanted me to go in the army so that it won't hold me back from what im doing. its true.maybe your not a guy thats why u don't really know.so yeah.heres something memorable to show u.

weeee!

GUESS WHAT! im in lasalle! wooohooo. this is my happiest day in my life. anyway, got lots of things to do.was at starbucks chilling. then after that was at far east checking out some stuff. i was like walking in circles lah. ha. anyway, met up with camellia at indo chine later at night. chilled there, was great place to put things aside and start enjoying the band performance. the drummer was totally nice. yeah nice guy. ya, u know what? i went over chinablack to meet up with roz but ITS CLOSE..arggghhhh! i didnt know thursdays was close. so, we went over to rouge. crowd was good. nice dance moves from the guys there. haha. enjoyed myself like **^(*&. haha! ya...i got to work later so yeah, poor me..=(

art works

well, im glad now. my mum just got discharged from hospital. oh well, everything is back to normal. i feel okay now. oh ya, i forgot to post monday's post. well well, got art works from hitomi. yeah came to the hospital to pass it to me. then we took some funny shots at the garden. then went over to eastpoint to see her makan her fungus beagle..haha.oh well. i think thats all for now..more to write soon. ;)

sighhh

hmmm..its been a rough day for me. im like thinking about so many things. was about to go to work when my mum called me asking me to help her out.i was unaware of whats happening to her. so i called my boss. saying i'll be late. but when i went to the emergency admission to see her. i cried like fuck and was shock to see her leg swollen like mad.it was 3 times bigger and reddish.she was having a high fever. i straight away called my boss telling him i cannot come. was tearing cos she was in pain. and the problem is the minute she falls down she didn't even tell anyone its pain or something.furthermore shes a diabetic u know. and its a fact that when u hit a little it swells badly. now shes admitted cos doctor said they are afraid it will cause an infection.u know how fucking scared am i???! *sigh and im not holding myself up. im breaking down. its hurting to see her like this.my siblings are like that. don't bother. my dad? doesnt bother too. im praying they wake up. i got so many things to do and im struggling for this 4 weeks of my life.

fcuk you back

well, went to lasalle today.for an interview.anyway i have to go back for my second interview. ok im still worried. anyway had a blast in town. eat out with sue. then went shopping.lol! saw an old friend hitomi.met sue and the rest at cine to play pool. haha. oh well, i need to get some sleep. going to turn into a zombie.

shagged

well,a hard days work can make me die. arggghhh, oh well.i got school tomorrow. even more shagged =(. and im also angry cos,i was jus about to pay my damm bill which i havent paid for few months already. my sim card is also spoiled anyway. but u know what?! the subscription came and i still have to pay up for that one month period that i didnt even use! shit man! &*. *sigh. im so tired now..but im pleased with my change of design again..=X. well, decided to put this picture up cos its sweet of cos. especially my caption..lol. im sweet lah..admit it.=D smile with teeth showing*