too late to change

*tear

Hoobastank - The reason

jus the way im feeling....

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

couple for 30 days

Daniel and
Jasmine are
sitting alone
in
the park
one night....

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this
world

Jasmine: I think so...All of my friends have
boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left
in
this world with out any special person in our life

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and
you
will be my boy friend

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't have
nothing to do much this following weeks...

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they both
touched
in a romantic film

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and have a
picnic...Daniel
and Jasmine have their quality time together

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride
on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and
she touched Daniel's hand but she touched
someone else's hand and they both laughed...

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and
they
asked for their future advice and the fortune
teller
said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time
of
your life...SPend the rest of your time together
happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's
eyes

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they
saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a bumby
road
Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by
accident

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they
first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any
drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the
road

Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all

Daniel: Wait for me....

20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over
daniel and he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergency room
and
he handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are
a
really cute girl and i am really falling for
you..Your
cherish smile your everything when we played
this
game..... Before this game would end...I would
like
you to be my girl friend for the rest of my
life....
I
love you Jasmine....

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love
you...Remember that night when we saw a
meteor, I mumbled something... I mumbled
that I
wish we would be together forever and never
end
this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.... I
love
you! You cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY


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Always love your loved ones and show them
how you feel before it is too late...You will
never
know when they will be gone from your
embrace...If
you were given a time to bestow petals of
everlasting compassi0n and love to your loved
ones? Today is the day....Love them while they
are still here...

Copy Paste and after 24hours ....Your loved
one will realized how are they significant to you
and brings A great Good Luck in your Love Life
and Career...

its my last day!

well,im home now. jus finish my exams.im so happy! after today, theres no need to come back to school.anyway, i didnt study much so it was jus guessing around when i was sitting for my paper.i guess im gonna fail =( yeah i deserve it. all the time i spend outside,noting good but slacking.im going to work later so yeah im going to take a nap i guess.right now i jus want to get things out of my head. and stop thinking. after that night, i was totally different when she said she's going overseas to study and told me i still have girls to go after. i was totally dissapointed although she was joking, i was upset.its like she putting it in a way that our relationship was jus temporary. so yeah,peeps im not thinking so much now ok..im fine. well, jus take everyday as a blessing from god. whatever happens, let it be. it will come to my own accord.

happy anniversary

well, i dunno why but i seem to be lazy to blog..haha! anyway was out yesterday to visit my grand uncle whos in hospital. he's suffering of cancer and he doesnt know..we dun wish to tell him. when i saw him i was very stunned. his whole face was yellowish due to smoking. in my heart, i teared. i jus wish i can stop smoking. i jus wish. *sigh.anyway went to novena church for sunset mass.
met darling later at united square.chilled out, then i told her that im going to the toilet. well! i didnt. haha! i actually went to get spongebob. geez! its was hard to find him man.i search all over tampines and many places and lastly united square. and i found him!.theres not many shoppers there thats why.haha! so yeah, got it for her.yup! she was angry with me for taking so long.but after she saw the present, wraped up in spongebob wraping paper she was stunned. totally! haha i gave her a scare. didnt i. well, i know she wants that all along. so yeah got a big spongie for her.=) anyway, know your net is down so if u dun get a chance to see this. i jus wanna say i hope you like your bed buddy. heh! and happy anniversary darling.;)

saturday~!!

well, its a saturday afternoon and im feeling damm tired man.*yawns. been busy for the past few days and didnt have the time to post out entries..haha.yup my days was almost like rotting at home, going to school,out to work, and slacking with friends..yes yes, this is my daily life. anyway, so many things not done.its will never be completed. ha! so yeah. oh ya..and that annoymous person who is da 'destroyer' haha, i know ur out to destroy my blog but hey!, its ok man. do ur thing. it proves alot of what your doing. yup,yup. and for your info i didnt ask for ur opinion.i only ask for my friends..so yeah if u can do urs better than mine then come and talk to me. cheers..oh and once again its ok to call me a sensetive bastard. i dun blame you.;) yeah emo here emo there. it gotta be emo songs man..ahaha.

saturday night out...

oh my! its been a long day since i posted an entry. oh well,went out on saturday with my friends for clubbing.had lotsa shots.yaya, and i was high.puke almost everywhere.i drank too much already.erm...iam now okay. really!,ok had a hangover though it was really a nasty one. i dun think i really want that to happen again.=(

should guys go for girls who are attached?

well, im totally having a flu now..haiz* anyway,... few days back, i was having some trouble with my girlfriend but its all better now.we talk about it already and work things out.so yeah its ok. im okay. she's okay. ;)...anyway happen to browse collin's blog and was reading his entry. due to what happen to him..i understands how he feels and the painful road he's walking. well this was what he wrote that make me like 'thats true man'..lolx anyway i hope things goes right for him. oh well this is his entry. on behalf of collin, im posting this..he gave me the permission so yeah. cheerios

was listening to 987 fm with dan ong and grace chua and they were debating with listeners "should guys go for girls that are already attached?" alot of opinions comes up... but at the end of the day the answer was... its not the guys fault that he want to go for the girl that is already attached..sometimes he doesnt even knoe she has a bf... its all up to the girl to draw the line and tell him she's already attached... and dan ong said he'll not go for girls that are already attached cause he'll respect the other guy... hear that you guys out there??? there somthing you flirts out there should learn from... think before you take peoples number or go flirting around ok?... yah i'm right correct?? i'm a guy too i know what you a-holes are thinking... some got gf already still wanna flirt with other girls... i know its not totally you guys fault ah... sometimes girls must draw a line also.. but hey if you guys dont start, what line must she draw??

night out

well, its been a tired weekend for me. firstly, i aint doing my things. whats wrong with me?! ok,been waking up damm early these past few days.was a nightmare for me man!.=p so yeah, met collin yesterday and mug until 6 in the evening. went to orchard cine to eat yoshinoya and down to indo cine to watch the live band. actually i wasnt feeling kinda ok. i guess. my darling didnt msg me so i msg her.i felt like things was kinda diff.thought something happen..ok well, im too parnoid and i know i shouldnt be doing this.*sigh...anyway, collin decided to go clubbing with elaine and ask me to come cos he was the only one.elaine was with her friends.i wasnt feeling ok actually. seeing him also sad.i went to join him. ok, came back,change, then off to dbl o.my darling called me..i told her i was going clubbing.she wasnt happy.*sigh.
ok when we're there, we actually can go in man! so happy. yeah ordered jugs and drank to the max.wanted to forget bout the negative thoughts. really.didnt know what to do.elaine ask collin and i out to the dancefloor to dance but this collin doesnt want to..=X let elaine dance alone lolx..so yeah dance with her though.was actually accompanying her so no guys will psycho her. =P yup,music was great.they even got shaggy! haha.yeah after that was high BUT i still know what im doing k. but was jus feeling dizzy.

losing all control

I'm losing you, I'm losing all control
Just let me be, let me be alone for now
Wanna be alone tonight
Once again we've gone off track and lost all hope for coming back
Its time to restart again, and try all over all again

It's time to work, the work is useless now
Oh, can't you see,
your health is lost to me
i Wanna be alone tonight
Once again we've gone off track and lost all hope for coming back
Its time to restart again and try all over, yeah try all over

We've lost all hope for coming back
We've lost all hope for coming back
We've lost all hope(we've lost all hope)for coming back
Lost all hope for coming back

Once again we've left (?) and lost all hope for coming back
Its time to restart again and try all over all again

wild wild vet!

ok, where was i these few days? hmmmmm..well on friday, i was working. my colleague's last day so did a little celebration at the pub.collin and the rest came.drank,and also drank soft drinks..lolx what the hell! its a pub and not mac donalds.haha! =D..yeah anyway, met my darling on a saturday evening. got abit of a misunderstanding about meeting her. but later we manage to talk things out and we're ok. oh, also went to this restaurant called the outback. oh my gosh! im starting to drool for alice chicken! argghhhh! *bites*.lolx..yeah thanks e ma ma and all for da treat. really appreciate it. ok, after dinner went walking around. my darling wanted to go drinking..pls ah! no! no! =D ok, not too much k. yeah anyway we're manage to go around safra yishun cos her mum doesnt allow her to go drinking. so yeah, we played bowling instead. ha! i won man! goodie good good.ok after bowling, it was quite late. so yeah.this geegabooo of mine ask mummy whether i could stay over. and mummy said ok..i was shocked! ahhhh! nnooooo! aunty dun lah!lolx ok,anyway a great thanks to aunty for letting me stay. but guess what, i didnt sleep..was almost 5 in the morning.my eyes turn watery.haha. okok, ya suppose to go eat breakfast with u know lah, but she slept like a log. so we jus ate lunch and stuff. planned to go swimming after that.so went down to yishun safra again BUT its only for safra members.shiiit! we took a cab down to downtown east where only me and her played WILD WILD WET. ya her bro played x box. really! it was very fun playing with those waves and the slides too, which almost got her saying 'ouch' cos i was grabbing her hand tighty. didnt know what to do cos i panic. ok, played the waves which actually got us all wrinkled..lolx! was fun lah really!cannot imagine how great it was! ahhh! dear,i hope u enjoy urself.smile*.
and no matter what waves hit me, i'll still love charlene.lolx