almost caught.haha

well, im totally shagged.dammit.haha must be something that causes me to feel that way. lolx *winks.anyway went out to meet darling at causeway point with her friend. then later went over to her place. we got lock out man! ya lah, so we went to cold storage to get something to eat like roasted black pepper chicken? yup. u can say a little marketing for food! yum! yeah and then bought ouselves some booze. headed home later. so yeah, watch a little tv and then was abit tired so we decided to take a nap together on da bed. yeah, later had our dinner and and at the same time watching van heilsing ..lolx yeah, later was that fuzzy wazzy..bla bla..okok, went out to smoke. later mummy came home early! shiut..haha was stunned. anyway wasnt that scary i guess. =P

headache

erm, ok i dun feel well now. having headache same as my darling. i think its the hospital.=X anyway, i was late to meet her cos i finished school late today. i didnt wanted to tell her that actually, so i rush down after that to meet her. though i didnt ate. i felt i should meet her. so i met her. to me, she was upset cos i thought she was like that for me being late.jus totally lost mood in talking to her.i felt im doing this all the time like making her wait. in the bus, we were totally quiet. and i did told her some things in the bus that hurt her. dear,
i didnt mean it k, really! i didnt meant to hurt u like that. im sorry k. yeah, then gastric got me..i was in pain.=( really pain..my darling was there to hold me and i started tearing. i told her i was sorry. and jus broke down.yeah, right now im fine and so is she. we're both okay. met her mummy at tan tock seng, went to eat dinner with them and we're off to our separate ways. was at novena square and then to yishun park which we had a little time together..lolx! shhhhhhh!

indo cine rockx

well,im free at the moment and im posting now ok?! darling? lolx. dun say i never post ok?.ok saturday was out with my darling and her mummy to bugis. went to eat dinner with them. yup i enjoyed the dinner.thanks auntie. =) yeah then later me and her went down to orchard. chill at the bar with collin and also with martin. yup,wheres their girlfriend?! poor fellers! anyway was there for the live band..oh! and they played five for the fighting! i was like =)* really the atmosphere very romantic. we ordered a jug and then later my darling ordered her shirley temple and as for me? i ordered a vodka ginger alle? haha yucks..yeah i know.after that, we left first. send her home. yups.

and as for today,which is sunday.was at my darling house =P..haiyo! dun be kaypoh ok.not letting u know either..lolx yup, then later somthing happened so we went to tan tock seng cos her granny in hospital. =( dun worry dear, everything will be fine k. dun think so much. yeah her little cousin was very hyper man! erm..i pity u beaumont. =P

a day watching the water falls

erm well i posted another one on the 20th at orchard. so yeah.read up.

well,ok went out with my darling to bugis to slack at starbucks.yup i did talk to her bout edmund who she wanted to go out with.had a reasonable conversation.
went window shopping for a very long time cos i need to find a bag arrghh~.cant find a nice one man.("~) BUT~ we saw alot of things which was nice and yes! she wanted so many different tops from many different shops. haha..it was mad lah..enjoy going out to shop with this girl..i meant window shop with her..lolx. yes yes, then on to suntec. was kinda walking around too.went up to the sky garden which was beautiful, had some moment hugging and watching the waterfalls.was romantic..heh! YAYA! still wanna kuti me!
yup, then went to topman! oh oh, i found a bag i liked! finally! freaking cool! wooo! boxers too. man! im going broke soon. haha! was at her place for supper with mummy,eugene and lil or should i saw lil rascal, beaumont! lolx..aiyo,! auntie ur curry is spicy man.'slurps! lolx..yup! thanks for the supper, i really enjoyed it.ya ya, i almost die of thirst. beaumont and i was like having some heat treatment..lolx

*happy anniversary darling*

bed of roses

well was at orchard yesterday, was with charlene.walk around far east then later to mango,topshop at wisma looking at lotsa stuff. yeah, met up with collin. was kinda in the mood to go to some bar so we went to the bar jus infront of the wisma whereby they have a live band playing. got ourselves drinks. yeah heinekens..oh and that shirley temple was jus nice man.ok so, i went up to the guy and ask for a song request for charlene. its bon jovi, bed of roses.yup they played good oright! it was to show her that i love her. even though i had some hurtful times in my life with her. im here not to give up. so charlene,love ya! =p

la la land

well, went to orchard yesterday with my bro, ian. later we met collin and elaine. erm bought for ian this t-shirt from hooked which is at far east, damm nice. ya and bought for myself a trucker's cap also. walk and walk around far east looking for nike dunks. jus kept on walking. =X yup,then later collin and elaine went off first. ian and i walk to hereen. eat at old chunk kee >dunno really how to spell the right name.haha! yeah then took a bus home. later went to tampines mall after sending my bro home. met amy for a movie.haha! she also haven caught the show 'white chicks' i tell you when i was watching that movie, i was laughing damm loud man! really funny. yeah, after the movie, we sat down outside tm with food and that girl jus kept eating sweets. =X dun okay? bad for your health like what u say about cigarettes. oh! and i bought this vodka shot and its 20% alcoholic. amy and i thought it was some candy but its not! its dammm strong! im now having a hangover. geees! lolx

argghhhhh!

phew! it was tiring today. came back from orchard..man! i was running up and down finding for things to buy. why was i in rush? COS!, jeffrey was late! that a.hole always late. ok now i know how it feels to make someone wait. so yeah, the shop was almost closing. oh no! arrgghhh! anyway, was at far east then down to cine. walk around,saw this amy my nerdy gang standing outside cine dunno do what.and why u say u are waiting for me..pls ah! dun give excuses lolx. come on man~ u can slack at starbucks or something. why stand there like some geeky freak..lolx okok dun scold me ah..jus kiddinz.took a cab down to bugis to get my stuff but it was close..dammm! im so frickle minded i jus have to see which ones better. ok tomorrow im going down again ON MY OWN.i think it will be faster.shall not waste time cos i already told him that jus now. i'll be busy the day after tomorrow and u know that. so make use of what is best for now.i cant slack and relax anymore.now its rush hour for me.ok nitex peeps.;)

Maroon 5 - Sun

After school, walkin home
Fresh dirt under my fingernails and
I can smell hot asphalt
Cars screech to a halt to let me pass

And I cannot remember
What life was like through photographs
And trying to recreate images life gives us from the past
And sometimes its a sad song
But I

Cannot forget, refuse to regret
So glad I met you and
Take my breath away
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I've gone through
And mama, I've been cryin
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun

And I'm movin on, down my street
I see people I wont ever meet
I think of her, take a breath
Feel the beat in the rhythm of my steps
And sometimes its a sad song
But I

Cannot forget, refuse to regret
So glad I met you and
Take my breath away,
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I've gone through
And mama, I've been cryin
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun

Rhythm of the conversation
The perfection of her creation
The sex she slipped into my coffee
The way she felt when she first saw me
Hate to love and love to hate her
Like a broken record player
Back and forth and here and gone
and on and on and on and on!

I cannot forget, refuse to regret
So glad I met you and
Take my breath away,
Make everyday,
Worth all of the pain that I've gone through
And mama, I've been cryin
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles
Said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun

why!

fuck man! i really hate life. really hate it to the core! firstly im awake until now cos im waiting for my mum and i dun think i can sleep. im going to skip school today. was actually deciding to go and suppose to sleep after i came back from work. but my dad didnt came home and its 2 plus and still no sign of him.my mum and i waited while i ate some food. then later a guy from the 7th floor came to my house saying my dad was lying on the 6 floor and was unconscious..so i run up the 6th storey jus with my boxers on. when i saw my dad. there was a pool of blood all over the stairs and his head and nose was bleeding! he jus lost his balance and fell off the stairs. i was fucking crying there when i saw the blood, his losing lots of it. why god! why! called the ambulance. waited downstairs for the paramedics to come. showed them the way up.check on my dad to see if his okay. later they brought him to the ambulance. my mum called my uncle to drive her to the hospital.so now i porberly cant sleep cos i have to wake my brother up for school..i lost my mood in sleeping already.jus waiting for my mum to call. tear*

monday?

well, todays monday..*sigh having the monday blues..very tired. anyway was out with hitomi yesterday, chilling at starbucks. talk lots of nonsense! ha!, then we went walking around tampines mall looking at things and esspecially at toys r'us looking at toys..lolx like some small kiddos. haha! oh and i bump into gabriel and allaris. said a little hi and there, and im off. those two ah! forever smoking in some restricted places u know. like? tampines mall fire exit? lolx..oh well i really enjoyed my day with hitomi.=p thanks girl. ok peeps..cheers!

shirley temple anyone?

oh well. im finally blogging. =p its been quite long already. u know why? cos im busy at the pub.haha! oh! yesterday, which is friday. collin and the gang came down to the pub for a drink and some pool. i was surprised. i thought only a few but guess what the whole group came.i was like 'ok!'..haha. yeah, i played pool with this girl after they left. i actually thought i would lose, BUT i won! =P yeah she from japan or thailand or something. well im now shagged. so shagged. very shagged. gonna shagged. haha, mad me! well, i spoke to hitomi about some things and ask her not to feel sad and stuff.yeah, take your time..slowly~ =P. and im sorry peeps if you view my last entry bout giving up love. im totally a moron. maybe i wrote that out because i was upset or something.i didnt meant to make myself sound so mean.im sorry.=( so yeah sorry peeps! your always da best i have with me. *that someday will bring me back to you...that may be all i need,in darkness she is all i see.come and rest your bones with me.driving slow on sunday morning. and i never want to leave
* >>u know who u are. ;)